hello there, your pretty nifty :}

story time yay!!!
 
so i'm sitting on my sofa in the basement. i move the lap top upwards so i can lie on my stomach, i press some key, and it was ALL gone it just needed ONE more thing. i REALLY liked that set too!! the clothes the pictures and the random shit. ugh. maybe i'll try to recreate it i dont know.
haha well before this horrible tragedy, i was on tumblr for everrrr and jamming out to music super loud and dancing and super happy like i never thought i could be so.
mah lyfe iz 4eva rooind. lololol. :D

its not my hair either!
 
anyway. so my cousin came over yesterday and asked if i listened to nsn. i was like wtf i showed you him you as.shole!!! lol so she played losing it. i didnt remember what song it was until this part came on " my heart was racing, my mind was screaming- ect." and i was like "OH! yeah i remember now. he lost his virginity to some girl he thought he loved but she like cheated on him or someting , soo sad bro :(" then she said "OMG lucy! it says nothing about that in here! youre so gross!" so i explained what the lyrics ment. its not her favorite song anymore. hahaha. i mean if you REALLY listened to the lyrics you can obviously tell what the hells going on.
 
cheatercheaterbestfriendeater=losing it = </3

had a mini shopping spree downtown at F21 saturday. 3 floors. the basement was all clearance. amazing. js.
anyway. i need an allowance. lulz.
 
my mom has been completly usless the past 2 weeks.
 
ok bye :)

wut the fyck is this!
oh its so ~*hipster*~
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hi, ive been grounded
 
so ithinkilikeaboy. i was at church with my cousin for a group. we were about to sing, i turn to her and said in a high quiet voice "lettsss praisee jeesussss :D" he was right there and said " that was soo cute :}" his smile when he said that is in my head. like. ugh.
my friend dulce( who dosnt know that i might like him) asked who i think he likes, and then said " dont ever date that boy lucy, hes weird...and you can do better." but i wasnt offended that she said that like some one who does like a person would be. in fact i laughed for a while about it. haha. hes a tiny bit shorter than me though. so ~*awkward*~ :c
 
fuck it. i like him.
 
i know you dont care but i had to write it down ok bye :D

they came! ive been wearing them for a couple hours. theyre soooo comfy!! aghhh. the red ones. next time im going to get navy or black ones. or maybe like some crazy pattern!! agh! im only telling polyvore coz i feel neglected on FB. ellemayeoh. not that i dont like you guys just nevermind ok. bye.

i feel like crap. i feel fat too. uggghhh. i dont want to get ready or put make up on today. but i look horrible without it. why cant i be pretty naturally?
on a happy note though, im going to dye my hair in june. im going to post a picture or something so you guys can help me decide on a color, then im going to ask my hair lady aunt to help me get the color. haha. alright i should get ready now.
bye.
ps. it has to be a natural color. though i do want to dye the ends light-ish pink. but whatevs mom!! >:(

totes forgot the shoes. haha. i made this yesterday and then something horrid happend, my computer shut down. i forgot what else was in it too.
 
but anywho, thanks so much to everyone who helped with the book suggestions! :D
i think were going to barnes and nobles soon, or maybe ordering them. idek man. my bro is getting a series about a hamster or something. its cute. lululululululululul.
 
shark week xD
ohmygodtoofunnybro.

i'm making a summer reading list.
so anyone know of some books
that are good? it'll really help!
kthnxbai<3

eh. my most liked status on facebook was this:
 
adrian:(singing) its mah liiifee, now or nevaaah, i aint gonnaah liveh for evaaa!
me: shut up, you sing like a lesbian :l
danny: HAHA! :D

SO what im going to do is make some friendship/ hemp bracelets. re-vamp some clothes. learn some more guitar. paint/draw. try my hardest to no cut my hair, omg 2 more weeks, so painful. usually i dont like clothing or shoe items with triangles 'n stuff, but i LOVE thoseTOMS! i ordered some red TOMS a couple days ago. cant wait for them to get here qwcetubghtbkluh